Its 2:32 am, and I am not sure if I should call it 2:32 in the morning or 2:32 at night!
And why am I blogging at this awkward time?
AJ and I are just over with the longest silence we ever have had between us. And we both agreed to a point that it was no fun without the noise!
All this time, I thought that my scripts were entertaining…
But ever since my brother started writing, I felt that I should quit…
I wasn’t even close to being a rookie when I read his pieces…
But then I regained some strength, and put in some efforts to continue writing, but just today, I got this big blow right on my face which reminded me that I should really quit writing! The blow? It was from AJ, and it was actually a good one, the kind I would take lovingly at any given point of time.
The weather was good throughout the day, and later in the evening it got a bit cold. So I was kind of nagging, that we should go home… (we were in the ‘all-summer’ mood, until I gave up on the falling temperature)
Right then, AJ told me these few lines, which his mind built up, during the silence between us that I earlier mentioned of…
And I was so touched and taken by his thoughtfulness; I sincerely thought that my feelings were shallow and that my words did not even exist before his… I surrender with pride, and I surrender with respect for my conqueror!
The following lines, especially coming from ‘his’ thoughts, is what set me aback, and I noticed my self jaw-dropped, by the time he completed the last line! And once again, I thought that I should quit writing!
A magnificent work of art, direct dil-se!
(AJ, I love you more and more every time I think that I love you!)
Zarurat se kuch kam hone ki main sazaa paa rahaa hoon
Rishto aur rakam mein, main uljha jaa raha hoon
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Maut Kishto mein mil rahi hai
Use Zindagi se main chuka raha hoon
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Teri chuppi aur meri ankahi
Sannato se shunya ki taraf jaa rahaa hoon
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Zarurat se kuch kam hone ki main sazaa paa rahaa hoon
Rishto aur rakam mein, main uljha jaa raha hoon
Shiwani 