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Posts Tagged ‘Grief’

KAUN

Posted by shiwuz on December 30, 2009

khushnuma aankhon ke bheetar, chhupi nami pehchaane kaun
zaahir khushi har koi jaane, dil mein dard hai jaane kaun

raat aur din bas yehi silsila, kaun sahi hai kaun galat
lamha lamha toot toot kar, khatm ho raha jaane kaun

dheeme dheeme pighalte hue, armaano ke shaffaq ye jaam
gumshuda koi shaks maze se, pee raha hai jaane kaun

subah subah har roz vahin se, ugta hai suraj, koi shak nahi
kaunsi aisi saher mein dooba, andhera phir bhi hai jaane kaun

vo jo kho gaya ek pal mein, sadiyon se jo paa na saka
deewangi ko sar pe baandh ke, dhoond raha hai jaane kaun

meri hi tarah dard mein dooba, mere libaas mein kaun hai tu
koi baat chale to andaaza ho, zyadaa gum-geen hai jaane kaun

is dil pe itne patthar hai pade, ke dil hi patthar ka ho chala
in zakhmo ka ilaaj bhi hota, par, marham chura le gaya jaane kaun

vo hai jaise aina mera, aur main uska hi aks hua
mere hi andar rehta hai, mujh jaisa hi jaane kaun

haathon mein laqirein hain phir bhi, taqdeer kyu naraaz hai
meri mukaddar se dushmani ki saazish kar gaya jaane kaun

For my Hindi Readers:

खुशनुमा आंखो के भीतर, छुपि नमि पेहचाने कौन
ज़ाहिर खुशि हर कोइ जाने, दिल में दर्द है जाने कौन

रात और दिन बस येहि सिलसिला, कौन सहि है कौन गलत
लम्हा लम्हा टूट टूट कर, खत्म हो रहा जाने कौन

धीमे धीमे पिघलते हुए, अरमानों के शफ़्फ़क ये जाम
गुमशुदा कोइ शख्स मज़े से, पी रहा है जाने कौन

सुबह सुबह हर रोज़ वहिं से, उगता है सुरज, कोइ शक नहि
कौनसि ऐसि सेहेर मेन डूबा, अंधेरा फिर भि है जाने कौन

वो जो खो गया एक पल में, सदियों से जो पा ना सका
दीवनगी को सर पे बांध के, ढूंड रहा है जाने कौन

मेरि हि तरह दर्द मेन डूबा, मेरे लिबास में कौन है तु
कोइ बात चले तो अनदाज़ा हो, ज़्यादा गम-गीन है जाने कौन

इस दिल पे इतने पथ्थर है पडे, के दिल हि पथ्थर का हो चला
इन ज़ख्मों का इलाज भि होता, पर, मरहम चुरा ले गया जाने कौन

वो है जैसे आईना मेरा, और मैं उसका हि अकस हुअ
मेरे हि अंदर रेहता है, मुझ जैसा हि जाने कौन

हाथों में लकिरें हैं फिर भि, तकदीर क्युं नाराज़ है
मेरि मुकद्दर से दुश्मनि कि साज़िश कर गया जाने कौन

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Departure

Posted by shiwuz on June 26, 2008

And with a grief of parting with the old
I left my land with choices and compulsions
With an excitement to meet the new
I travelled miles in thousands

I met new people and I made new friends
I changed my ways and accepted new trends
But when I turn around and look back at the years
I feel like I got too far,
May be I need a second chance

Today, Someone –

Someone who’s been a mentor and a friend
Someone who I cherished the company of
Someone who I knew cared for me
Someone who I cared for

Today, Back on my mother land
That ‘someone’ passed away
I knew that I was guilty
Yes, I was just too far away!

Scanning thru the miles
I’d travelled thru these years
I recalled the time we spent
And I confronted my fears

I knew somewhere back in my mind
When I had decided to move on
That once in my life a time will come
When I’ll repent that I moved on.

I wish I stayed a little longer,
With that someone I had lost
I wish I’d built my house right there
On the roads at which we crossed

This aint the first time either,
I do have lost a lot
More and more I wish I stayed back
More often than not…

In the memory of my uncle and nephew-
Peace be, to thy great Soul!

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