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You & I

Posted by shiwuz on March 29, 2014

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You and I.
We’re a crazy two.
The words we say.
The things we do.

They called me a nutcase.
They who? Well of course my friends.
They said I need to calm my horses.
They said I’m out of hands.

So when I met you I thought
Hey! I’ve found my match.
You make me hum, you make me laugh.
I thought, Okay, what’s the catch?

There was none then.
There still aint one.
You and I are made for fun.
We back hug and we kissy face.
We knock knock and we run away.

So why is all this ramble?
And why is all this now?
Well,
I know you like to hear me say
Just how much I’m in love.

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Melancholy

Posted by shiwuz on January 20, 2013

Melancholy

(Photo courtesy: http://trippendicular.blogspot.de/)

This realization is hitting me hard
making me sad
making me cringe
tearing me, all of me, apart!

A simple deliverance it might have been for someone,
this news of our existence – ceasing to exist!
How it changes me, my life, my every day
When they wont be a part of any of this.

How can I be calm, at peace?
When they’ll be out there, restless, searching,
trying to find a new means of survival.
How can I be at, any, ease?

Lost, sad, afraid, tearful, anxious.
Here, I am.
I know not, why I survived?
At least, our sorrow could have been the same.

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Rehnuma

Posted by shiwuz on January 6, 2013

Humein gumrah kisi ne nahi kiya.
Ye bhi nahi k humein sahi galat ki pehchan nahi.
Lekin jab dil pe junoon savaar ho to kya galat kya sahi,
Hum to khud hi apni raahon kay rehnuma thae…

(more to follow…)

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-With despair, agony, anger and lots of love

Posted by shiwuz on June 2, 2012

your void

A storm in my heart
Is trying hard
Its raging and roaring
And tearing all apart

I never knew such agony
I never knew such pain
All those times I needed you
Alas! You were not there again

Stop for once
And take a clue
Joy or pain I need to share
And I have none but you

Smiling for no reason
Walking hand in hand
Seem like things in movies
That You and I never can

From you I crave a look
With you I wish to dance
With me I wish you talked
Oh! How I Yearn Romance

Think of me sometimes
Give me but a chance
I may be worth your time
I may be worth a glance

I hope you realize, and soon
That I’m a human too
That I have lot of love to give
To you or not to you

-With despair, agony, anger and lots of love

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you

Posted by shiwuz on September 3, 2010

What it was or what it is, I care less
What mattered was you, then and now
And I will see that that’s how it stays

Then it was attraction,
I the subject who objectified the ‘you’
You being the driver of my reckless do’s

Then it was adamance,
An urge, a greed
Now all there is, is the need

What was in me has changed
A fire that was there
Now all there is, a spark, but that’s enough

I have you
I am the one who made the choice
And I am surviving, a pleasure

All I need to say is
Then it was you, and today too
And from where I see, it will always be you

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Alvida

Posted by shiwuz on March 31, 2010

Enjoy one more great piece of art from the same friend who likes to stay anonymous, who I have now nicknamed – BaeNaam!

Jab pucchaa to sach bayaan na kar paayaa
Ab sacchai se zyada khud se darta hun

Kaise izhar karu ke ab tu sirf ek zaroorat hai
Jab chaahat kisi aur ke dil me chuppaaye baitha hun

Wafaa ki meesaal ban baitha tha
Meri parchhai bhi teri muskuraahat ke wajah thi
Ab jab unke darmiaan hotaa hun
Toh tere gum ki bhi fikar nahi rahi

 

For my Hindi readers:

जब पूछा तो सच बयां ना कर पाया
अब सच्चाई से ज़्यादा खुद से डरता हुं
 
कैसे इज़्हार करू के अब तु सिर्फ़ एक ज़रूरत है
जब चाहत किसि और कि दिल मे छुपाए बैठा हुं
 
वफ़ा कि मिसाल बन बैठा था
मेरी परछाई भी तेरी मूस्कुराहट कि वजह थी
अब जब उनके दरमियां होता हुं
तो तेरे गम कि भ फ़िक्र नहिं

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KAUN

Posted by shiwuz on December 30, 2009

khushnuma aankhon ke bheetar, chhupi nami pehchaane kaun
zaahir khushi har koi jaane, dil mein dard hai jaane kaun

raat aur din bas yehi silsila, kaun sahi hai kaun galat
lamha lamha toot toot kar, khatm ho raha jaane kaun

dheeme dheeme pighalte hue, armaano ke shaffaq ye jaam
gumshuda koi shaks maze se, pee raha hai jaane kaun

subah subah har roz vahin se, ugta hai suraj, koi shak nahi
kaunsi aisi saher mein dooba, andhera phir bhi hai jaane kaun

vo jo kho gaya ek pal mein, sadiyon se jo paa na saka
deewangi ko sar pe baandh ke, dhoond raha hai jaane kaun

meri hi tarah dard mein dooba, mere libaas mein kaun hai tu
koi baat chale to andaaza ho, zyadaa gum-geen hai jaane kaun

is dil pe itne patthar hai pade, ke dil hi patthar ka ho chala
in zakhmo ka ilaaj bhi hota, par, marham chura le gaya jaane kaun

vo hai jaise aina mera, aur main uska hi aks hua
mere hi andar rehta hai, mujh jaisa hi jaane kaun

haathon mein laqirein hain phir bhi, taqdeer kyu naraaz hai
meri mukaddar se dushmani ki saazish kar gaya jaane kaun

For my Hindi Readers:

खुशनुमा आंखो के भीतर, छुपि नमि पेहचाने कौन
ज़ाहिर खुशि हर कोइ जाने, दिल में दर्द है जाने कौन

रात और दिन बस येहि सिलसिला, कौन सहि है कौन गलत
लम्हा लम्हा टूट टूट कर, खत्म हो रहा जाने कौन

धीमे धीमे पिघलते हुए, अरमानों के शफ़्फ़क ये जाम
गुमशुदा कोइ शख्स मज़े से, पी रहा है जाने कौन

सुबह सुबह हर रोज़ वहिं से, उगता है सुरज, कोइ शक नहि
कौनसि ऐसि सेहेर मेन डूबा, अंधेरा फिर भि है जाने कौन

वो जो खो गया एक पल में, सदियों से जो पा ना सका
दीवनगी को सर पे बांध के, ढूंड रहा है जाने कौन

मेरि हि तरह दर्द मेन डूबा, मेरे लिबास में कौन है तु
कोइ बात चले तो अनदाज़ा हो, ज़्यादा गम-गीन है जाने कौन

इस दिल पे इतने पथ्थर है पडे, के दिल हि पथ्थर का हो चला
इन ज़ख्मों का इलाज भि होता, पर, मरहम चुरा ले गया जाने कौन

वो है जैसे आईना मेरा, और मैं उसका हि अकस हुअ
मेरे हि अंदर रेहता है, मुझ जैसा हि जाने कौन

हाथों में लकिरें हैं फिर भि, तकदीर क्युं नाराज़ है
मेरि मुकद्दर से दुश्मनि कि साज़िश कर गया जाने कौन

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Ek Dost

Posted by shiwuz on November 3, 2009

ekdostthaEk Dost tha mera apna sa
Kuch begaani baaton se wo khafa ho gaya
Na usne, na maine kuch kaha
Waqt guzarta raha aur wo juda ho gaya

Ek maasumiyat thi jo hamein baandhey rakhi thi
Baarisho mein jab bheega karte thae saath saath
Ek barsaat mein saans kuch ruk si gayi
Dil dhadka fir toh jawaa ho gaya

Sardiyo mein jab mila karte thae nukkad par
Jhapat kar gale lag jaati thi uskae
Ek dafaa saanso ki garmi chhoo gai
Toh chehra ye sharam se pheeka ho gaya

Ladta tha mujhse wo
Jhagadta tha, kabhi hass padta tha
Din bhar buss usi se batiyaati rehti mein
Baato baato mein jaane kab pyar ho gaya

Din kat te gaye aur raatein dhalti gai
Doori gumshuda aur nazdiki badhti gai
Usae toh shaayad pata bhi nahi tha
Yaar hi tha wo mera jo phir dildar ho gaya

Mein hi nahi thi yun chanchal lekin
Dil to uska bhi machal raha tha
Chhupana to usae khoob aaya
Bohot der ho gai jab mujhe pata chal gaya

“Kaash mujhe khabar hoti
Toh yun dur na hone deti tumhein
Kahaan gayi wo maasumiyat
Kyu apna milna bura ho gaya?

Ek tu hi to tha mera apna sa
In dilo kay bawandar mein kyun khafa ho gaya
Na tune mujhe, na maine tujhe roka
Waqt guzar gaya aur tu judaa ho gaya.”


For My Hindi readers:

एक दोस्त था मेरा अपना सा
कुछ बेगानी बातों से वो खफ़ा हो गया
ना उसने, ना मैने कुछ कहा
वक्त गुज़रता रहा और वो जुदा हो गया

एक मासुमियत थि जो हमें बांधे रखी थि
बारिशो में जब भीगा करते थै साथ साथ
एक बरसात में सांस कुच रुक सी गयी
दिल धदका फ़िर तो जवां हो गया

लडता था मुझसे
वो झगडता था, कभि हस पडता था
दिन भर बस उसि से बतियाति रेहती में
बातो बातो में जाने कब प्यार हो गया

सरदियो मेन जब मिला करते थै नुक्कड पर
झपट कर गले लग जाति थि उसके
एक दफ़ा सांसो कि गरमि छू गयी
तो चेहरा ये शरम से फीका हो गया

दिन कट ते गये और रातें ढलति गयी
दूरि गुमशुदा और नज़दिकि बढति गयी
उसे तोह शायद पता भी नहिं था
यार हि था वो मेरा जो फिर दिलदार हो गया

मैं हि नहि थि युं चंचल लेकिन
दिल तो उसका भि मचल रहा था
छुपाना तो उसे खूब आया
बोहोत देर हो गयी जब मुझे पता चल गया

“काश मुझे खबर होति
तो युं दुर ना होने देति तुमहें
कहां गयी वो मासुमियत
कयु अपना मिलना बुरा हो गया?

एक तु हि तो था मेरा अपना सा
इन दिलों के बवनडर में कयुं खफ़ा हो गया
ना तुने मुझे, ना मैने तुझे रोका
वक्त गुज़र गया और तू जुदा हो गया।”

 

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It feels so good…

Posted by Viral Trivedi on June 25, 2009

It feels so good –

 When I see you looking so affectionately at me,

When I feel the warmth of – you holding me,

 

When I see how caringly you’re wiping my tears,

When I hear you talking your heart out to me,

 

When there is only LOVE everywhere…

Between the two of you and me,

 

When there is a divine smile on your face,

When there is real joy in your voice,

 

When happiness doesn’t depart as soon as it arrives,

And when nothing at all is wrong between us,          

…  It feels so very good

 

But,

When anything blissful like this happens,

– I KNOW IT’S ONLY A DREAM

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“When we don’t talk…”

Posted by Viral Trivedi on May 25, 2009

when we don't talk

When we’ve argued and had a dispute

When all our conversations have gone mute

When words stop birthing and thoughts don’t grow

You have no idea darling, I feel so poor and low

When there’s no chit-chat and talking between us

When a tiny little thing turns into such a big fuss

When we don’t talk, there’s no soothing noise

I wonder what to do, I have no choice

The wall turns pale and the furniture stares at me

Within our home, they’re witnesses of my misery

I feel so cruelled and helpless with everything around

When we’re constantly quarreling, but without a sound

My vision goes blurred and the sun fades away

My mind goes blank and dull goes the day

For days and nights, when our eyes don’t meet

Neither mornings, nor at evenings we greet

Lost is the love and emotions shattered

Only ashes we have, of all that mattered

We don’t even know of what went wrong

No, ya I know, nothing really went wrong…!

Then, why does it take such a long time…?

Is there no cure, no quick regime…?

Inside my heart, I bleed and suffer

Please for once, let your ego surrender

My heart, I feel is tied up tight

There’s so much sorrow and less delight

Why do you always, have to prolong and delay…?

Couldn’t you this time, refute my dismay…?

Am I the only one to break the ice forever…?

Don’t take me for granted baby, I can’t always pamper…!

O my love, I hope you will value

How much eternal, my love is for you

Pretending that I’m watching everything but you

I constantly gaze and steal glimpses of you

I wish for once you could reciprocate and be fair

To the labors I’ve always done in doing the repair

Don’t you care for the twinkle in my eye…?

That, for every little reason you easily let it die

I wish that some day you show some good concern

And realize that I’m waiting, this time it’s your turn

So come and hold me, make me cry out all my pain

Tell me honey that you’re sorry for being late again

Baby you don’t know, I’ll feel so nice and light

I’ll really say nothing but “it’s okay… it’s alright”

But again my love, when the next time this occurs

Please promise me, it’ll not be me who suffers

That you’ll not take too much of a wait time

Just assure me of that and I promise it’ll all be fine

Neither yours nor my heart should suffer and bleed

To make it beautiful, some promises are all we need

A promise to stay happy, a promise to be fair

A promise to love and a promise to care

But alas, right now I really feel so poor

We don’t talk; we don’t look at each other

My voice within is choking, I’m dying

Too much it seems, my soul is crying

I want it back and I want it like before

Nothing less than “that love”, and nothing more

Holding hands, when we sleep at nights

While we smile again and forget our fights

When we don’t talk, when I don’t hear your voice

I wonder, when again there will be reason to rejoice

It’s my only prayer, may good times soon return…!

May pain pass out and take a jolly turn…!

Let us again, recover the bliss

Let us again, share a goodnight kiss

And one more thing, I want to declare

That, I for you will always be there

And these feelings of mine, while I am narrating

I want you to know that I’ll continue waiting

So please my love, come back soon

Sit on my lap and watch the moon

And tomorrow there will be a brighter sunrise

Our days of courtship will once more reprise…!!!

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*** Above lines are a work of fiction and purely imaginary; nothing relating to the author’s own circumstances. Hence, it is modestly requested for this not to be perceived as a reflection of the writer’s personal emotions in a relationship. However, a lot of us who are in a relationship may as well be able to relate to these emotions due to the very nature of relationships as to how complex they are and that, quarrels & clashes are parts and parcels of the bond of love that binds the individuals involved. It is hoped that this unreal (to the author) tale of feelings which is made-up to express the sentiments one runs through when having quarreled with his/her beloved, is reasonably relatable; and that, it is able to give all of us a view into our other (better) half’s perceptions of how he/she would have felt when we had sometime disregarded their right to expect us to break the ice and pamper not our ego but the relationship…

 … Hearty condolences to all those lovers in this world, who couldn’t unfortunately take the pressure and gave up

… For admiration and tribute to all those survivors who several times overcame such tough phases and progressed positively ahead

… For the Inspiration and encouragement of present/future lovers to handle delicate situations with care

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Hiraas…

Posted by shiwuz on February 26, 2009

Ek sadak hai jo chalti jaati hai
Hamein apne ghar tak le aati hai
Waise toh woh har kadam saath rehti hai apne
Kabhi kisi mode pe bichhad jaati hai magar

Saath mai hai jo khet dur dur tak
Sach kahein to hai wo tanha zameen
Kahin kahin kuch paedo ki chhaao hai
Jiske chhoone se wo machal jaate hai aksar

Guzartey hain unn raahon se roz
Jo le chalti hai humein apne thikaane par
Gaur se dekhte hain jab unhe
Udaas aur sooni nazar aati hai aksar

Ek ye raah hai aur ek wo khet
Ek hai hum
Inme kaun tanha hai aur kaun soona
Hum tey nahi kar paate hai aksar

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For my Hindi readers:

एक सड़क है जो चलती जाती है
हमें अपने घर तक ले आती है
वैसे तो वो हर कदम साथ रहती है अपने
कभी किसी मोड पे बिछड़ जाती है मगर

साथ मे है जो खेत दूर दूर तक
सच कहें तो है वो तन्हा ज़मीन
कहीं कहीं कुछ पेड़ो की छाओ है
जिसके छूने से वो मचल जाते है अक्सर

गुज़रते हैं उन राहों से रोज़
जो ले चलती है हूमें अपने ठिकाने पर
गौर से देखते हैं जब उन्हे
उदास और सूनी नज़र आती है अक्सर

एक ये राह है और एक वो खेत
एक है हम
इनमे कौन तन्हा है और कौन सूना
हम तेय नही कर पाते है अक्सर

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Bewafa Bar Mein

Posted by shiwuz on September 18, 2008

I know its been a while since I posted something, but it hasn’t really bean a while that I wrote something. Infact, in the 10 years that I have been writing since, the max I’ve ever taken to write any poem has been about 45 minutes… but this one, this one has taken the most time I’ve ever spent on a single poem, almost about a month.

Why? I don’t know, may be what I felt was too complicated and may be what I felt, I never felt before! And even after I took all this time to write it I don’t know if I have accomplished what I aspired to! May be you can tell me, may be you understand it more than I do… May be, who knows?!

To read the poem, please click on the image, and then click once again to zoom into it… sorry for the trouble, but I could not find a better way to lay it out…

Image courtesy: artmgallery

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Footprints

Posted by shiwuz on August 3, 2008

This may not be the first time I quote what my brother always says… ‘Appreciation is a writer’s biggest inspiration’… and I feel it, always! Yes it does give me feeling of strength, pride and all them good things… but most important, it inspires me to write, more and better…

This one is for one of those friends. I had no clue that he knew about my blog, and not just that – my friend has been a regular reader, and not just that, my next article is waited upon too!! Flattering of course! And I think – there may be many more like him, and may be not…

Again, the intentions are mostly to make sure I am not giving up on one of my favorite things – write! So here I write again, put together a few thoughts, hopefully they do what they always do!

All steps don’t leave footprints

Sometimes we walk just too light
Or maybe on the shores that are washed away every night

Not knowing that we touch the sand
To leave the impressions- those are highly volatile
That’s maybe how I also touched your hand
Aah those memories, I wish they, too, were fragile

So that whenever I would touch them
They would break up into pieces
And if I ever wanted to go back
There would be no sign or no traces

How I wish my heart was like the sand on a beach
No one could have ever marred
How I wish my heart was out of your reach
My happiness, you could have never barred

Oh though, you must know this
Your going away does not bother me
More so, I shall say I often pity you
For the truth that you could never see

And my tears, salted as the mighty sea
Have washed it all away,
Yes, I have gotten over you
Good thing I chose not to stay!

Yes I pity you,
How you failed yourself
I hope you get to feel now
What you have never felt

May Be – all steps do leave footprints
When you walk along the wet shores of a sea
Tho’ the waters do come to wash them
If they were not meant to be

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Tagged again! (this time inspirationally)

Posted by shiwuz on July 18, 2008

Nikhil had tagged me long time ago, but it was now that I was just reading through my comments and I realized that I had been tagged! I was a little inadvertent to tags, not because of any disinterest towards them, but because of ignorance about the whole idea of tagging!

To me it just means that someone trusts that I may come up with something at least readable to (maybe) conform their expectations from me!

Sorry Nik, again I’ve no excuses for the very late outcome of your kind effort to invoke the inspiration in me. But I believe you believe that its ‘better late then never!’

So I am inspirationally tagged! What’s my inspiration? Hmm, interesting question.

But before that, is there just one inspiration that a writer or poet could have? Inspiration – its debatable if all inspirations are real or fictitious.

Here, I have to mention a SONG that inspires me, but there are different facets to that as well, which add to my spontaneously accomplished state of confusion. I know a few songs that do, but is it the music, is it the lyrics, is it the rhythm, is it the voice of the artist? What is in that song that inspires me?

I had to think a bit… and I came up with a few…

But before that, I will mention the one I decided has it all…

“Tom’s Diner” by Suzanne Vega

I have no explanation of course, or no justification, as to why I pick that one song.

There is something about it, undoubtedly!

Few other I like are:

A new day has come

Careless Whispers

Frozen

Ae Ajnabi

Purani Jeans

Tanha Dil

I know, this may overwrite the rules of the tag, of ONE SONG, but there are always lee ways and exceptions… and then I can’t be disloyal to these other songs that inspire me either!

And I have to pass it on to 5 people, now that’s the toughest part!

Okay I at last managed… Here goes my tag… Rajesh, Viral, Sea Of Memories, Deeps, Rahul

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Departure

Posted by shiwuz on June 26, 2008

And with a grief of parting with the old
I left my land with choices and compulsions
With an excitement to meet the new
I travelled miles in thousands

I met new people and I made new friends
I changed my ways and accepted new trends
But when I turn around and look back at the years
I feel like I got too far,
May be I need a second chance

Today, Someone –

Someone who’s been a mentor and a friend
Someone who I cherished the company of
Someone who I knew cared for me
Someone who I cared for

Today, Back on my mother land
That ‘someone’ passed away
I knew that I was guilty
Yes, I was just too far away!

Scanning thru the miles
I’d travelled thru these years
I recalled the time we spent
And I confronted my fears

I knew somewhere back in my mind
When I had decided to move on
That once in my life a time will come
When I’ll repent that I moved on.

I wish I stayed a little longer,
With that someone I had lost
I wish I’d built my house right there
On the roads at which we crossed

This aint the first time either,
I do have lost a lot
More and more I wish I stayed back
More often than not…

In the memory of my uncle and nephew-
Peace be, to thy great Soul!

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“ULJHAN”

Posted by shiwuz on May 26, 2008

Its 2:32 am, and I am not sure if I should call it 2:32 in the morning or 2:32 at night!

And why am I blogging at this awkward time?

AJ and I are just over with the longest silence we ever have had between us. And we both agreed to a point that it was no fun without the noise!

All this time, I thought that my scripts were entertaining…

But ever since my brother started writing, I felt that I should quit…

I wasn’t even close to being a rookie when I read his pieces…

But then I regained some strength, and put in some efforts to continue writing, but just today, I got this big blow right on my face which reminded me that I should really quit writing! The blow? It was from AJ, and it was actually a good one, the kind I would take lovingly at any given point of time.

The weather was good throughout the day, and later in the evening it got a bit cold. So I was kind of nagging, that we should go home… (we were in the ‘all-summer’ mood, until I gave up on the falling temperature)

Right then, AJ told me these few lines, which his mind built up, during the silence between us that I earlier mentioned of…

And I was so touched and taken by his thoughtfulness; I sincerely thought that my feelings were shallow and that my words did not even exist before his… I surrender with pride, and I surrender with respect for my conqueror!

The following lines, especially coming from ‘his’ thoughts, is what set me aback, and I noticed my self jaw-dropped, by the time he completed the last line! And once again, I thought that I should quit writing!

A magnificent work of art, direct dil-se!

(AJ, I love you more and more every time I think that I love you!)

Zarurat se kuch kam hone ki main sazaa paa rahaa hoon

Rishto aur rakam mein, main uljha jaa raha hoon

Maut Kishto mein mil rahi hai

Use Zindagi se main chuka raha hoon

Teri chuppi aur meri ankahi

Sannato se shunya ki taraf jaa rahaa hoon

Zarurat se kuch kam hone ki main sazaa paa rahaa hoon

Rishto aur rakam mein, main uljha jaa raha hoon

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Tagged!

Posted by shiwuz on May 8, 2008

Last movie seen in a theatre:
Black and White… I cant believe Anil Kapoor is 54 years old, I think he is a bigger surprise then Rekha… and the other guys looks great too, good looks with great talent!

What book are you reading?
Ship It!!

Favourite board game:
Sequence!!!! Its goooooooooooood…

Favorite magazine:
RD, yes I am still a little kid!! )

Favorite smells:
Smell from a new earthen water pot, rainshowers, issey miyake… )

Favorite sound:
My Wind-chimes!!

Worst feeling in the world:
Hangover from the ‘last night’!!

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?
I made it thru one other day, THANK GOD!!!

Favorite fast food place:
Laaries of India…

Future child’s name:
Don’t want it to be leaked… I m too picky!

Finish this statement, “If I had a lot of money I’d…”
think what to do!

Do you drive fast?
I dint say I’d answer all questions!

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
yeah, stuffed with veins and arteries and muscles and bones and skin… a little extra stuffed…

Storms – Cool or Scary?
Cool in deserts, scary in cities…

Do you eat the stems on broccoli?
Absolutely!

If you could dye your hair any color, what would be your choice?
All white…

Name all the different cities/towns you have lived in:
Security measure agains ID Theft… UNDISCLOSED!

Favorite sports to watch:
I rather be in the game…

One nice thing about the person who sent this to you:
My Guru in story writing…

What’s under your bed?
Dirt!!

Would you like to be born as yourself again?
Only as myself… I refuse anything else!

Morning person or night owl?
I sleep during both mentioned phases… Actually, I sleep all the time…

Over easy or sunny side up?
A good combination of the two…

Favourite place to relax:
Terrace of our first house…

Favourite pie:
Fudge Brownie…..

Favourite ice cream flavor:
Chocolate chips always…

You pass this tag to:
I don’t know anyone! L

Of all the people you tagged this to, who’s most likely to respond first?
If only I passed it…

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Mera to gum badalta rehta hai

Posted by Viral Trivedi on May 2, 2008

 

Ik ik saans ke saath,

Vaqt karvat badalta rehta hai..

 

Kuch naye rishto ke aage,

Ek purana rishta rang badalta rehta hai

 

Vo jo dil ko azeez hua karta tha kabhi,

Ab roz mere aage chehre badalta rehta hai

 

Yaari utaar ke taang di usne kapdo samet

Vo yaaro ke jazbaat  badalta rehta hai

 

Uss rishte ki surat budhi ho gai fir bhi

Kyu vo aaine badalta rehta hai!

 

Yaadein to mit ne se rahi…

Zamaana badalta rehta hai

 

Vo raazdaar hi kya hoga

Jo humraaz badalta rehta hai

 

Haal-e-bayaan kar deta hoon jis se

Dil ka mahol badalta rehta hai

 

Chahta hoon, khud ko badal dalu

Jaise har shaks badalta rehta hai

 

Main gum nahi karta kisi baat par

Mera to gum badalta rehta hai

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Aankhein

Posted by shiwuz on April 25, 2008

Jhalakte hai un aankho mein maikhaane kai baar

Chhalakte hai un aankho se paimaane kai hazaar

Panapte hai un aankho mein aashiq beqarar

Khilte hai unhe dekh kar ye gulshan ye gul-e-gulzar

Daras ko un aankho k taras jaati hoon mein

Karti rehti hoon har dum buss un aankho ka intezar

Ab to na soch baaki hai na samajh baaki hai mujhme

Kar jo nahi sakti mein un aankho ka ikhtiyaar

Hothon par sajte rehte hai aksar kuch tanha tanha naghme

Un aankho k bina ab aata hai na chein aur na hi karaar

Aawaam mein zaya karti hoon mein soone se ye lamhe

Un aankho k bina nindiya bhi aane se karti hai inkaar

Kabhie meri khabar na mile to kehna unko, wo padhle zara akhbaar

Wo jo na mile to nikla hoga kahin meri maut ka bhi ishtihaar

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Ehsaas na tha…

Posted by shiwuz on April 22, 2008

Kaagaz par phir shabdo ki kuch lakirein hum khinch diye

Wo lakirein kiski k liye yaadon ki sarhad ban jayegi ye ehsaas na tha…

Mehsus kiya hai ik aisa bhi rishta

Jo naam se aage nikal gaya

Malum pada jab logo ko

Duniya ne usko kuchal diya

Wo rishta dheere dheere se duniya se ojhal hone lagaa

Dil mein to magar wo tabse hi naasur k jaise palne lagaa

Hamara ghaav unhe dard na de so ghaav hum andar hi dabaa liye

Wo ghaav hi phir hamare jeene ki wajah ban jaayega, ye ehsaas na tha…

Wo ghaav jo dabaa k rakkha tha

Hum marham uska bana liye

Phir halke halke malkar usko

Chaddar k taley hum chhupa liye

Wo marham dhire dhire se, chaddar me aise ghulne lagaa

Wo ghaav to akkhir roojh gaya, chaddar ka rang kuch udne lagaa

Gaur se usko dekha to phir, khud hi se hum mukar liye

Ek ghaav mitane wala marham, chaddar par daag sa ban jaayega ye ehsaas na tha…

Dil ka bojh halka karne hum kalam toh utha diye

Wahi kalam ka tez rukh kisike dil par katari ban jayega ye ehsaas na tha

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Yaad…

Posted by shiwuz on April 20, 2008

Aapki yaad phir aati hai,

Par aane ke baad vo jaati to nahin

Kitna ye hamein rulaati hai,

Par aankho mein pani laati to nahin

Har kaam kuch kuch karte hain – kuch kuch nahin karte,

Ye dhadkan aapka naam bhulati jo nahin

Aap kya gaye hum to yu murjha gaye,

Koi bhi khushi dil ko behlati to nahin

Ye kya ho gaya hamein, kar baithe hum khud hi se dushmani,

Aapne kahin hamari raahein bhuladi to nahin

Thandi havaein jab chhoo jaati hai to lagta hai,

Kahin yaado ki aag phir jaladi to nahin

Idhar udhar dekh kar phir sochte hai,

Kahin kisine hamari kismat churali to nahin

Phir sochte hai sab kuch khuda pe chhod de,
Phir lagta hai kahin usse bhi hamari ye haalat ganvaari to nahin!

Phir sochte hai sab kuch khuda pe chhod de,
Phir lagta hai kahin ussey bhi hamari ye haalat ganvaari to nahin!


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